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Ex Illuminati Magic Bloodline Family member SPEAKS OUT!

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Ex Illuminati Magic Bloodline Family member SPEAKS OUT!
Nathan Reynolds is a Reynolds ancient bloodline family member who was programmed and abused. He is now a whistle blower in one of the most secret or secrets as chronicled in "Dark Covenant: Secret of Secrets" Documentary by NYSTV and Detestable Documentary by Thomas Dunn and Jared Chrestman.

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It's an abomination. It's utterly detestable. How do you answer a question to something so wicked? Ask a madman why he does what he does. Ask Satan why he fell. Staring at the holiness of the creator and yet to look at something other than him and desire it. How do you answer a question like that? Jessica's story is unfortunately like a lot of the stories that are out there that get swept under the rug and young girl goes missing on her way to school one day to elementary school and massive searches launched that trying to find her they can't for a long time. It's a one-day pieces of her are found and that's what we're standing right now. Is the location of where some of Jessica was found? It was right here. There was ruined similar to the field you see up there. We found six six six markings on there words and arki symbols. There's over the tunnel is right there and there's no telling how many rituals have been done in this location. I mean we wait they're all over town these tunnels and with a city that sits so high in the sky you can imagine that the tunnels and some are bass through here and you can definitely get the filling here you know there's spiritual oppression and discernment in this area so we're gonna pray over this area. Though the case seemed to be wrapped up and tidied up in a nice bow with finding a young man who confessed to the crime and he was wrapped up and labeled as a lone wolf killer who went out and did a wicked thing and a horrible tragedy as all it was chucked up to and yet the layers that are behind that onion reveal a whole different story of a group that got away with wickedness and walks free today and a young man who whether he knew it or not was involved in something far deeper than anything he could have imagined and yet another tragedy in the stories that that defines so many of our towns where our children are being taken and consumed and destroyed and those that are truly guilty those that are truly responsible those that are the hands and the puppet masters pulling the strings go free and watch another person another innocent taken in destroyed and and and we're left with with mysteries and questions and not knowing. So what we're looking at here is the spot where Jessica would have been traveling when at least according to the reports when she was abducted there is an ureth spirit out here and the sign is interesting the way they zweite wore it And those cars there are a bunch of Wang Yeah. Burning a Bible. So we see over here on this site. Wow. And people have some idea that this stuff doesn't happen in their neighborhoods. And it's just that it's veiled to your eyes. This is full over here. Yeah, this is the elementary school. Right here. Interesting. She was going at the time. See, but believers don't need to be afraid of this. This is not, that's not the desecration of the Word of God. The desecration of the Word of God is us not walking in his authority and being afraid of that. This just helps him get an open door and the people that aren't living. Right. Can I see your phone on my take a snapshot of that? There's a charged atmosphere to the land, you know? And wherever you may fall on the fact that we took these lands from different people or how we chose to go about getting the lands from different, different native groups that were here, they believed this area was sacred and people for many, many generations have believed that there was a, there was a pureness here, there was a connection. Why do they pick these areas that some of them are so beautiful? And it should be a peaceful place. And instead it's, instead it's ruins. It's, it's Jeremiah 19. It's the Valley of Ben-Hanam. It's these places where they make children pass through the fires. And they take what God intended for great good and they twist it and corrupt it for great evil. And I hate that they do it there. They hate it because it corrupts it. It twists, it twists what God made straight. The great amount of bloodshed has gone into the land over here. And whether it's the place that we're standing on now or the ground beneath our feet, there's more activity beneath us than there is on this plane right here. So this whole area where we're actually at right now, this is, this was the rocky flat, super fun site. So all these houses just went up over, I mean literally like last year. And otherwise this was completely shut down and was not ever to be built on. As far as you can see to the north there as well as down here. Well, he ended up getting permission from the honors here because he'd been looking, he built it back in 2013 and he'd been unable to get a place to put it, you know, or a place to actually have it here. And so when he heard that that candelas, these different developments here that going in, he was really, really eager to try to, hey, check him with the people, oh, we're buying these houses, they don't know. You know, even when I moved here, I'd not heard of it. But people I grew up in the area, this is very well known as a waste land. You know, that this was a place that nobody was going to ever be building on. And so it's, you know, Jeff Geip is one of the people that he wanted to raise that awareness. And he ended up getting a way to put the horse here. This is a nice development too. These are not low-level homes. You mean $1 million, probably. Yeah, $500, you know. $700,000. Yeah, and they're specifically designed for kids, you know, families. And so the first time he built it up within two weeks, it was knocked over and vandalized and smashed up. And so he's now got it anchored in here a lot better in the private space. This kind of goes into more of the discussion of actually what was happened here. So my story starting out as a child is one of confusion and absolute frustration and pain. And not knowing what was going to come next. It started out growing up in a, almost like two parallel lives that I really lived in. On one side, the side that most of the world saw, it started out in a very poor trailer park kind of home. And older sisters and growing up raised in a Christian environment, raised in Christian churches and sent to different little private Christian schools at times, moved around from there to homeschooling and back and forth to all kinds of different schools all the time. Dealing with constant night terrors and fears and unexplainable pains in my body and bruises and marks that I didn't remember where they came from. And overall just a gripping parallel, just powerlessness that would just invade my body and invade my mind. And this fear that I couldn't overcome something like I felt, I felt like I was just weak and needed something stronger than me all the time. And there was nothing I could grab a hold to. There was no amount of running I could do to escape this terror that would grip me at night and waking up exhausted, not knowing why and having blood coming out of parts of my body and just unexplainable things that I couldn't understand what was going on. And all the while I was going to school and bouncing around, I'd spend half a year at one school and move off to a different school, public, private, homeschooled, just these circuits. Moving towns, my family was not active in the military and a lot of unexplainable things. So this is the, you know, baby book, if you will, that my mom sent me to college with to make sure to always have on display and always available. It's that I could see it all the time or other people could see it. And the pictures that she chose to put in here were just so discouraging and frustrating and disgusting. You know, pictures of me dressed up like a girl a lot or pictures of me injured or being pinned down by men and tied down and all just the bruises and like the ways they used to show me off to others as, you know, as a victim, you know, as ultimately is their property as well. And it was this cycle of continually retraumatizing me and keeping me engaged in this identity of what I was to them, you know, in the different parts of me for them to pick through. Whether I was the soldier, you know, later in life, you know, or whether I was the one to be used and married off to the beast, whatever they wanted. I remember I would Nathan and I would sit and talk about how we would sit and talk about, you know, my past or my memories from childhood and Nate was just like, gosh, there's just that void. Like I remember there just was this serious void of him not having any memories of his childhood. And I just remember thinking that was so odd. The only things he could really remember from his past were like these major traumatic events. Then I feel like his parents would always share those handful of memories. It was nothing new. There was never any depth to it. Like so I just always fail in that kind of strange too. And the fact that he moved around so much as a kid and changed schools so many times and didn't have any military family history. I thought that that was strange and unusual too. I had this hunger and this hatred for my family. This relentless murderous rage towards my family of not just my dad specifically, but other extended members of the family who I was absolutely terrified of at times and then worshipping at other times. And no idea where it was coming from, no idea how to explain it. Really I progressed through my childhood not knowing a lot of what was going on behind the scenes, waking up one day and having no memory of a large portion of the previous time and going from there to private Christian schools and always seeing this powerlessness in Christianity and seeing believers that didn't have authority. And there was something that would creep into me at night, that would give me power. There was something that I would feel would give me true power and it wasn't coming from the kingdom of heaven. And I made a confession of faith when I was seven years old because I saw the power of God manifested in these men who were called the power team. And they were doing a tour around the country and I saw them on TV and they were bending bars of mine and they were tearing these bone books up and I saw this strength. I had never seen in the church that I had never seen like a man a God have and I wanted that. I wanted that and I talked about how they were weak men who had been made strong in Christ Jesus. And I'm this little kid who's constantly trying to find a way to fight back. And I saw that there was a name you could call upon that would give you power, that would give you strength that would help you to overcome your enemies. And I cried out to Jesus at a young age and he set me on a path to freedom that day. And it set me on a course to freedom that's now decades in the making. There's a shame and guilt and fear are the is this this perfect triangle of control that is invoked into the into the children, especially at a young age that have backgrounds like mine. And so there's times where I would have unrelenting night terrors where I'm teeth chattering, vomiting, scared and feeling this presence over me or coming to consume me and running to my parents bedroom and crying in front of them begging them to help me and keep me safe and and being pushed away like nicely. But there was no covering, there was no protection, there was no I'll look after you and guard you from this stuff. There was go back to bed and deal with it and it was it was a rejection that I would feel in my most vulnerable afraid times of moments in my life. And so I learned to just endure. I would learn to just sit there and let it take me ultimately my father moved my great grandfather in with us and he started abusing me on a regular basis. And I used to have this terror to go to bed at night and I would go up to my parents and say, you know, like, I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I'll just lay there in my bed desperate not to fall asleep never wanting to fall asleep having so much fear about falling to sleep because eat bad things would happen. I would wake up with blood on the sheets, I would wake up in pain and agony and not remember what happened. And I was so afraid to go to sleep and my parents would just send me back down to my room, send me back down to my room and just push me away. And I didn't know when it was going to stop. I didn't know what was happening. And there was a veil over my eyes that I couldn't see through but the night terrors and the dreams and these horrible, I just thought they were nightmares. I didn't think they could be memories. I was convinced that there's something so wicked in me that she conceive of the things I would see at night. And so I began to just be terrified to sleep and so I turned to drugs over the counter stuff or I turned to pornography. I turned to creature comforts to try to get me to pass out or sleep all the way through the night without in, started drinking at a younger age, started seeking any type of relief from these situations. And ultimately my great grandfather passed away and this identity that I had as his left with him and I was so devastated. And it's something that only a survivor can understand that when your abuser leaves that you feel lost and powerless even more so and your identity goes with them. And so I turned to self mutilation and to self-harming as a way of feeling some kind of pain to explain externally what was happening internally. And it was a way I could get this relief. And so I was engaged in that for years in my life going to a private Christian school on the outside looking like a more happy, bubbly kid and at night wanting to die, not actually wanting to die but so miserable all I could think about was death, it just invaded my life. And I was consumed by it. There was something in me feeding off of my life and it was a destructive pattern that was invoked over me. I knew there was so much more, there was this mountain behind there that I didn't want to look at but if I could at least see how someone would respond when I told him this much, I could maybe someday look at that behind me and come to grips with it. And so it started in these little tiny increments where I would let out a little bit of it or I'd let this little bit of my soul speak of its torment. So the man that I married felt like he was the same person tell about I want to say halfway through our marriage. Somewhere in there, halfway through our marriage, it was like a totally different person took over. He went from having he had long hair when I married him, was just kind of this carefree guy, really fun, really outgoing and extroverted, had tons of friends, was always involved. He had just really, he had wear sandals and flip-flops and shorts and was short-list and always wanting to be in the water and swimming and just very carefree to halfway through our marriage. It seemed like just a whole other person took over and it was Nathan cut his hair. All his hair off got very kind of professional and was very serious and was really into, got really into guns and knives and just very different hobbies. And just yeah, it was like this totally different person took over and definitely like that, you know, second half of our marriage struggled because I did. I felt like, and I would never say this to him but I felt like where did my husband go? It wasn't ultimately until I got some prayer by a guy named Tom Dunn who helped to work with Russ Dizzdarr and Shatter the Darkness Ministry and Tom Dunn had a movie called The Testful. He was coming out with on St. Tannic Ritual Abuse and had a YouTube channel called Through the Black and they were, they were, him and Jared Cressman were working on trying to set people free and bring awareness to this issue and I run on my face and fallen before them after the Russ had spoken and he laid hands on me and prayed for me and he, God used him to lift this amnesiac root out of my mind and to open up the door to healing. I was there with him, I was about four months pregnant at the time and Russ Dizzdarr gave a really good talk and then afterwards he was praying and then did a call, like an alter call almost for people to come up and receive prayer for past sexual abuse and traumas. When I saw that my husband went up there I was kind of like, huh, okay, I know he's had a little bit of that in the past, some very small amounts that he shared with me but I just thought, that's interesting that he's feeling that that's severe enough to go get some serious prayer and intervention for us. I was sure remember thinking that was interesting and I remember at Nathan after he got prayed for by Tom Dunn and later that night we were talking about it and he said that he felt like this, like root got pulled up out of him and he just felt like something got released or opened or something got pulled out of the way. And I remember him telling me that visual and I was like, huh, that's interesting, like I don't know, that's bizarre, you know, and I just didn't really think much of it. And then it was actually I think a couple months after we had come back from the here the watchman conference that he had really started kind of getting some serious memories back and going through some of this stuff. And I knew he was going through some emotional things but I had no idea it was going to be as severe and intense as what ended up eventually coming out. And I remember that first day he told me like when he sat down and told me all this stuff I was just in, like you're just in shock, like it's a horrible thing to hear anybody have to talk about. But then when it's your husband and like and it's your husband's family that did this to him and you know them and you've been around them and you've gone down and celebrated Christmas, you know, or different. I don't know, holidays with with these people like you've been around these people and they did this to your husband like, oh, it just it was awful. I just remember crying and holding him and just just feeling awful and heartbroken for him. But still, I mean at that point it was still pretty early on that it didn't quite know the severity of like really what we were about to get into or you know the journey we were about to embark on. But I had had these telltale signs throughout my past where it was like I was a completely different person one day and one that was so so extroverted and active and completely unashamed of who he was and the identity and the character that I had and willingness to talk to people. And then it was like this my soldiering side you know I'm getting involved in the military produce this whole other side of me that was was calculating and precise and able to understand and do things that I couldn't do other times. So there was these these bread crumbs that were stacked throughout my life that were kind of leading up to that or going out going out with with Chelsea and giving completely different identities to people and they would ask for information and having no problems being able to switch from a complete emotional rack to a fully functioning able to interface with anybody kind of person just like that. And so there was these these cues that it stacked up throughout my life and the frequent nosebleeds or the migraines that would come on right before I would have this kind of switch and like I used to not understand a lot of that stuff or I'd have these teeth chattering and tremors like crazy when I would be going through one of those things where I'd wake up after a night of like around a solstice and not being able to understand why I was like feeling like my body had been ravaged and vomiting blood and all these other things that I I used to never have any basis to connect those dots. So there were some thoughts to until really praying through those those those curses off of my family and off of myself and asking God to forgive the sins even my hidden sins since done to me and since that had been done by my hands. You know is is when that started in sitting there with Chelsea and starting to explain what this really looked like and so for myself really the my grandfather who was a very high ranking individual in the nights of Columbus who one of his primary functions is is the intentional splitting of the things that I was doing. So I was splitting of the soul through massive amounts of trauma abuse either as back as far as as in the womb to all the way up until their childhood maybe five six seven years old is is when they're going to target a kid like that and so I was pushed directly into that into that group into that brotherhood at a very young age and so he was my primary abuser and then the person who was intentionally splitting me to create different identities that they could use program and activate as as everything from a sex slave to someone who would infiltrate and someone and send and and the darkness. And he was getting so many memories back that it was over well mean and I remember like when he kind of I had kind of started to realize like some of the fullness and the depths of what this was and this great great evil and so much trauma that had happened to him. So angry and like I I felt this huge almost like weight and burden on my shoulders and I was like I don't know what to do with all of this like I've never had to I don't know endure anything like this and and yeah it would just seemed almost over well mean for me to kind of hold on to and I remember driving home and I was talking to Nate and on the phone and I just was like this is so heavy like I don't know what do I do with this and he's like you just got to lay it at Jesus's feet like you just got to lay it down and I remember going in the backyard and swinging in our little hamac chair and just praying to the Lord and crying out for him like to help me carry this burden because this was so heavy the weight of what he had gone through like was so heavy and the weight of the realities that we were starting to realize like you know like with his family and all of this stuff. And I remember to swing in the hamac chair and just praying to the Lord and I felt like God told me it's it's going to be very critical how you react when when my wife found out about this she she wept with me and I could see these lights going off in her head of understanding finally like our marriage had been this mystery it didn't make sense change names change haircuts change styles no love and affection for her to absolute love and affection for completely forgotten ways of remencing her all these mysteries of fears and phobias I'd had began to finally have an understanding of for her I could see this relief in one sense and that's devastation in another in a in a fury a fury at what it feels like to be lied to manipulated by people that you thought were these good Christian folks who are doing the most detestable things at night and I saw all those emotions in her at the same time but I felt known and understood for the first time I felt loved and on an apologetically covered with with grace and that is what I got to experience that first moment when I actually told her this is what I was a part of this is what was done to me this is who I am used to love me and she did she still does it is critical how I respond when he tells me some of these horrible things that have happened to him like am I responding lovingly and compassionately and am I being patient and yeah it just just the weight of that is is a huge responsibility just it is it's so vital to these these survivors or these victims just that that you believe them and that you are here and that you support them and just that yeah that you have unbelievable compassion because even though you don't have that empathy necessarily like you don't know you can't feel the exact way that they're feeling or know exactly how how they feel or what they've gone through like just being able to have compassion unbelievable compassion for them and to know that it's safe here and like just that our home is a safe place like I've always made tried to make Nathan feel that is that our home is a safe place like he can be fully himself here he can talk about whatever he needs to talk about and he can do whatever he needs to do you know to feel safe but that our home is a safe place and it's rare to find that and that's what these groups are they're so prevalent and able to keep such secrecy going because so few people are willing to stand with someone and fight on their behalf and love them regardless of it and cover them in prayer and cover them in encouragement and cover them in the word of God there's there's nothing more powerful than coming to the grips with this horrible things that had been done to you letting that that brokenness in your past speak and then bringing that to the foot of the cross laying it at his feet and saying this is yours now I surrender this to you I want you to define me I want your identity to be spoken over me and I want to choose to believe who you say I am as a man of God no longer as a child no longer as as a slave no longer as a as a as a man on fire as I'd be in the name of God as I've been made to pass through that flame or man to cut and kill and covet I was I was made to serve in advance the kingdom of God and so allowing his identity to become my own and allowing the the Lord Jesus Christ to rule and reign on that throne in my heart began that process of setting me free and really I really believe it takes the Holy Spirit knitting a soul back together that that there's nothing that's been done to you that by the enemy that Jesus can't undo and you back together there's there's no amount of complications that can come up that he's done to you and you can't do that. He can't alleviate his name is the great physician and he came to set those captives free and healed them and restore them and I had a lot of brokenness to put it nicely I had been shattered and abused by many people many times for many years and that was not a process that stopped because I went to the army that was not something that stopped in the army that was not something that stopped when I got out was not something that stopped when I got married I was still being used throughout my life and so coming to come out and say I'm ready. I'm coming to a place where I could sever those ties with my family and with those groups was tremendously important having absolutely no communication with them because their goal was to bring me back in and God's goal was to set me free and bring me out of it and so having a place having a community of people to do that is critical. 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