Enormous List Of Post-Vaccine SUICIDES: Extremely Terrifying Trend Emerges (What Did They Inject?!)

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Welcome everybody, I hope you're having a good day so far. This is a really sad video that I have to make here. But let's just dive right in. This is a very, very concerning topic to me. In one of utmost importance, you know, suicide is a huge issue. It seems like society is engineered to press down on the population and this is one of the many side effects for lack of a better phrase of that. But then there's this other aspect here where we're seeing suicidal thoughts going through people's minds. Many people take an action in the aftermath of their shots, their COVID-19 so-called vaccines. And I have a huge list of these here, let's show my screen. And what prompted me to put this list together, this was actually something I compiled months ago. And I've been meaning to do a video about it. I got a really, really sad email from a father who lost his son to suicide. And he said it happened right after the vaccine. He was very, very suspicious. He had seen my other reports. Let me just point these other reports out. I put them in the links down below if you want to watch these. One report was called Nightmares in Terrible Vivid Dreams reported in mass to HHS vaccine adverse events reporting system, aka VARS. That's the system we'll be going through today. And these are all in the aftermath of the C19 shots. And then this other video, many hallucinations in psychosis observed after C19 shots in the same vaccine adverse event reporting system. So we've seen a lot of signals that people's minds are being messed up after these shots in huge numbers. And this is just the most horrible way to confirm this is that we see people taking the most drastic action imaginable, so foreign and incomprehensible to most of us. I mean, we can put ourselves in people's shoes and imagine what they're going through, how much pain they might be going through, how much sadness and despair they might be feeling at one particular moment, feeling so desperate without hope. But it's hard to argue that this is one of the most drastic, this is probably the most drastic thing that a person can do. And it's so counterintuitive to all of our innate instincts to stay alive. So let's go through this. My point is I put this list together for this father who asked me, is this something that you've seen in bars? And I had seen a number of reports of suicide, but then I started searching through, putting together this list and I emailed it to him to show him he's not alone. And that's the message I want to put out today is that this is very, very common and horrifying. And if anybody is going through any sort of intense emotions in this regard, my heart goes out to you, stay strong and reach out if there's anything that I can do. Let's dive in here. I mean, these are just report after report after report in bars of suicidal thoughts and outright suicide. It's 222 pages long. I'm going to try to read as many of these as possible. We're going to have to, you know, I'm going to shoot for a fast tempo, fast pace because of the enormous list. But before we dive in, there are a couple of posts on Twitter that I wanted to share with everybody here. This is from my friend, Farm Girl Rebel, on Twitter. Go follow her if you're on Twitter. She says, my nephew 24 was obedient and lined up for his shot at the behest of the National Guard. He suffered myocarditis and could barely walk to his university classes. He had to drop his classes. Tonight he is in a mental health ward after attempting to take his own life. This is just absolutely horrible. And I'd also want to point out that if there is something in these shots that's giving people psychosis or giving people suicidal thoughts, it's not really technically suicide, is it? Not purely and wholly. If there's some chemical that's driving people to do this, the person who put the chemical in their body or trick them in taking that chemical is in large part responsible. So suicide might not even be the best word, right? This might be straight up murder or homicide. And I also got in a back and forth with her and she gave me some more information. I said, so sorry, I've noticed a lot of suicidal ideolation in Vars. Actually, just outright suicide as well, not just ideolation. I said something is very wrong. She said, Tim, we had three suicides by hanging this week at work. So then I told her kind of what I just said in the intro. She says wonder if there's a side effect. She says, holy moly, there's been an increase. So she works, I believe, as a 911 dispatch operator. So she gets a glimpse of what's happening that few of us will ever see. Here's another very sad post from Blonde Bigot 11 on Twitter. Yesterday was the day they gave one of my favorite people made her choice. So made is where the government of Canada and the doctors in Canada kill people, instead of giving them healthcare, medically assisted in dying. And oftentimes what they call healthcare is actually poison. And then when people are just so down on their luck and so filled with pain, so impoverished by the communism, they go people into this irreversible final decision of taking their life. But she had a vax injury according to this poster, and I don't have any reason to disbelieve that. She had a vax injury. They wouldn't admit it was a vax injury, but they would be happy that they were happy to give her maid to take her life lethal injection. So really, really sad. And that's not the only story. Unless this might be the same person, but I think this is in Switzerland versus Canada. So let's read this story as well. Assisted suicide after jab injury. Send her some love. So this is on an Instagram called cat.pave. Hi guys. Over the last 10 days I became severely ill again, homebound unable to do much. My body is too weak to fight this illness and I have no more strength, so I made the decision to end my life at Pegasus Association in Switzerland. I was diagnosed with untreatable chronic neurologic neurological illness, ME, CFS, caused me or to be caused by the booster jab on top of having suspected respiratory ALS. This illness made me disabled, unable to work or have social life, and unable to enjoy life altogether. Bustin has become much more difficult and painful for me, and my lung function has been declining. Thank you all for your friendship and support over the last year. The booster jab I received over a year ago destroyed my health, my body and my life completely. There's no other way to end my suffering other than the decision I made. So I've seen enough just on these first few posts, but we're going to dive in through the virus data. Click a note on this data. I used to download it every week and loaded into my database and it was just a huge number of reports. Then a couple months ago they deleted a ton of the text fields. In the database they were serving up to people when you go and download it from VARs, the HHS website. So I stopped downloading the latest updates, so I'm sure there's, well I'm guessing there's more examples. But if we download all the latest data we'd be missing a bunch of text reports that they scrubbed. So my point is some of these are archived and no longer available, but we have them cached. And there are probably others that were, I mean we're not going to be able to get through this whole list. Let's be real. This is 222 pages. Keep that in mind as we go through this. So let's go fast here. You can see the VARs number. So the day after the shot, Nightmares, suicidal thoughts here in voices. The next report says, daughter called into VARs to file a report for father whom committed suicide in the AM after a portable adverse event of COVID-19 vaccine administered. Patient sought care twice at the ER. First by ambulance. Okay, skipping along here. I say adverse reaction to COVID shot fever panic disorder. Acute anxiety. And this isn't just a one off like I said, we have these other reports linked down in the description of just case after case after case of very intense psychological distress caused in many people after these shots. In many cases it seems like almost a form of psychosis and some people. The next report says suicidal thoughts as if my endorphins were temporarily depleted, but the endorphins returned 24 hours later. The next report says death by suicide. Self-inflicted gunshot wound found to deceased by family member. The next report says eight hours after receiving the COVID-19 vaccine, my mood crashed. I felt angry, agitated, irritable, and dysphoric, which is the opposite of euphoric, which means good feeling, so bad feeling. This continued for over three days. I felt much worse during the nighttime. Symptoms ranged from rage to violent ideation to desire for self-harm and suicidal ideation. I left a message with my psychiatrist. He responded that he hoped my symptoms would lessen the further away from the vaccine I got. And it started to subside a bit. The next report says severe suicidal ideation. I've not been suicidal before this since 2007. This was extreme and it started approximately 12 hours after the vaccine was given. Now, there's also a lot to be said about the under-reporting factor in Vars. For every report that we have of somebody experiencing suicidal thoughts, you have to wonder how many other people didn't report it. And then also when people are tragically killing themselves in those cases, who has the sense in these corrupt institutions, these people with their heads buried in the sand, to say, oh, let's check when they last got their vaccine and see if there's a connection. The next report says suicidal thoughts. The next report says by the weekend, suicidal ideation stopped talking to people. I would regularly speak to my neighbors and family prior to this episode. This rather alarming condition finally began to lift about two days ago. I have a decade's long history of depression and have taken medication since my 30s. I must say I have concerns about getting the second shot next month because of the major depression as well as memory problems, which is something else we see a lot in Vars. The next report says he was not himself suicidal ideation in emails. Symptoms intensified. Patient is missing, endangered, and in state of psychosis. That is horrifying. All of these. The next one says acute depression, suicidality resolved after three days. The next report says experienced depressed thinking, including suicidal thoughts in the very early hours of 211 throughout the daytime. I experienced general malaise and lacked motivation to do anything. The next report says tragically suicide. Got the Moderna vaccine and experienced suicide, it says. The next report 20 minutes after getting the Vax felt a rapid heartbeat called the nurse. I began to feel depressed the next day with suicidal ideation, which had only ever happened once before, which is when they gave up their allergy medication. Shame on you for not completely vetting the science and shame on the people who made millions with these vaccines. In no way were people that had specific genetic underpinnings such as myself included in the clinical trials. The next report says I felt depression after my first dose. I was having suicidal thoughts. I had a depressive episode. So bad. I was considered going to the hospital. The next report, clinical depression, lack of interest in typical daily things, lack of ability to find pleasure or joy in anything exhaustion, thoughts of suicide, fatigue, it says numerous times, thoughts of suicide, involuntary tears that would not stop extreme emotional distress. The next report says suicidal ideation. The next report says patient exhibits suicidal tendencies. Went to the emergency department. The next report says suicidal thoughts, OCD negative thoughts, very depressed. Got up at 6 p.m. headaches, tripping over my feet. The next report says patient committed suicide the morning of March the 2nd. He stepped in front of a truck on a highway. Pharmacists says they probably have nothing to do with the vaccine. Although in the context of all of these other reports, how do you know? Surely you didn't test for this in the clinical trials. In the next report, it says at around 3.30 a.m. a week, crying, which has never happened. Low feeling of depression lasted for 49 hours. Felt like a totally different human being. At that time, also experienced suicidal thoughts. The next report says, fatigue, extreme depression with suicidal thoughts. The next report says extreme fatigue, depression, suicidal thoughts. Listed over the course of 3 to 4 days with the worst being 2 days after the vaccination. This would be something that so-called public health could actually look into. Was there a huge spike in suicide in the day and the day after? The day after that, the vaccine was given. The next report says suicidal thoughts, negative thoughts, crying, anxiety, difficulty managing emotions, currently 31 weeks pregnant, did not have these emotions prior to the vaccination. That's terrifying on so many levels. The next report says, minor side effects felt like someone punched me in the shoulder with brass knuckles. Increased suicidal ideation, major depression, major fatigue. Felt like all my psychiatric medications stopped working. I felt suicidal. Felt like killing myself because of it. The next report says intense onset of depression, suicide ideation. I've got to try to like shut down my emotions. I'm going to break down here. Which I'm trying not to do. The next report says losing her mind, mental fog, no appetite and went 32 hours without eating. He stated she's lost her appetite. It says her eyes felt like they were going to pop out. Felt thoughts thinking of committing suicide. The next report says attempted suicide. This is a 93 year old man. It says attempted suicide. Got his second dose of Moderna. He attempted to take his life via gunshot wounds to the head. Two days after the shot. The next report says two days after the shot, I've had severe depression. Difficult to think and get out of bed. Suicidal thoughts. Two days after the shot, I've had severe depression. Difficult to think. I already said that. Suicidal thoughts. Okay. It's repeating. The next report says. Suicidal ideation. Radiating pain from the injection site to back and neck. The next report says three days after the shot, massive depressive episode. Suicidal. The next report says suicidal thoughts. The next report says he could sleep a little but not properly at night. Patient will not be getting the second dose. Suicidal thought came into his mind. But he was not a depressed person at all. He couldn't speak. He couldn't get his words to make any sense at all. He was losing his balance. Experience. Suicidal thoughts come into his mind. Lost his balance. The next report says. Altered mental status and suicidal ideations. The next report says. Extreme fatigue starting six hours after injections. Continue. Continuing for 36 hours. Mental fog started the morning after. Depressions sound like words salad. Cannot remember words for common things. Depression worsened suicidal ideation. The next report says. Extremely irritability. Depression. Suicidal thoughts. The next report says. Having thoughts of suicide. I became very emotional. Emotions have been off the charts for two weeks. Crying a lot. High depression. The next report says suicide. No vaccination symptoms died. Well maybe that is a vaccine symptom. The next report says. Impulsive suicidal thoughts. Depression. Brain fog fatigue. The next report says. Tinnitus suddenly became much worse. Has made me nearly suicidal. The next report says. Confusion with hallucinations and suicidal thoughts. Acid within 24 hours of the second Moderna shot. The next one says. I believe I had a sudden drop in serotonin levels. I became very depressed very quickly. I even had thoughts of suicide surface. Let's continue. The next one says. After Moderna shot experienced suicidal ideation and severe depression. Major depression. The next report says suicidal thoughts. The next report says. She was feeling suicidal last night depressed continuously crying no appetite. I was seen a pattern. The next report says headache one day after dry mouth. Dry mouth. And metal taste right after fever the next day. Severe depression with suicidal thoughts starting the next day. The next report says suicidal thoughts. The next report says patient deceased 323 due to suicide. And these are all by the way in the VAIR system tagged with the COVID-19 vaccine. Having been received in the days or weeks prior. The next report says patient endorses active suicidal ideation. The next report says. Paranoia with suicidal thoughts. I thought the TV was sending me messages. And could hear the voice of my dead father in my head trying to communicate with me. There was also another voice that was telling me to kill myself. This lasted for 10 days. I've never experienced anything like this before I had the shot. The next report says severe and sudden one hour onset depressive episode. Last thing for one week with brief moments of suicidal ideation. The next report, Moderna vaccine was given and then they had amongst many issues. Severe depression and suicidal thoughts. The next report says severe depression occurred for the first and second nights. The first night I felt suicidal which is very unusual for me. So the next report, I think this is talking about the son who committed suicide. Not the parent. It says death. Patient received the COVID vaccine on 314. And the parents were notified of the death on 4-6 with the death date of 4-3. One clear report or cause of death, however, suspected via suicide or drug overdose. So right after the vaccine, suicide or drug overdose. The next report says almost immediately severe suicidal thoughts within hours, crying, anger, inability to control thoughts of self-harming, crying. What the hell are they injecting into people? The next report says, Since the day I took the vaccine, my appetite has been non-existent. Something is very strange here, right? A day later I felt very tired and confused. I received the vaccine on Monday and I woke up in a panic on Wednesday morning. My heart was racing. Palms were sweaty. I felt like I couldn't breathe and it seemed like I was having a panic attack when I woke up. From that point forward I fell into a deep depression. At first I didn't connect it with the vaccine. But I kept feeling nauseated and then wondered if it was connected. The depression became unbearable and I felt suicidal by the next week. I found the contact my doctor had a telemede visit where I explained that I had the Johnson and Johnson vaccine the week before and these symptoms presented themselves afterwards. The doctor put me on Zoloft. And then it goes on. It says, Additionally the day I started my period, my mood dipped to such an extent that I was experiencing suicidal thoughts which were not consistent with my general mood. The next report says very dizzy immediately. It says, The third day I was still exhausted and had a mental health episode of severe depression in suicidal thoughts. I do have depression sometimes but not like this that's emphasized. It was very scary. Day 4 I am more myself currently but unsure of how things will go from here. And again with all these Vars reports keep in mind we never get updates. They track the updates but they don't publish them. And in fact a lot of these are now scrubbed from Vars. So not only do we not get updates we don't even get a preserved archive. The next report says suicidal thoughts both ears ringing non-stop can't sleep, no appetite. It says, Things are so bad he even had suicidal thoughts and was prone to anxiety. The next report says, Two days after the injection I began to feel very depressed, suicidal confused. I felt like my methadone dose was not working or was lowered. Maybe feeling like withdrawal. That's an interesting thing that we keep hearing. I mean there's a lot of patterns in this data. One thing is that these people who were on, I would maybe call them psychiatric medications, maybe that's not the right word, say their meds stopped having their desired effect. It says, Please note that prior to injection my behavioral health was fine and stable. Same with my methadone maintenance therapy. Naturally methadone might be something else. What is methadone? Is that where someone who's on opiates is trying to kick their habit? Yeah, okay, use this as substitute drug in the treatment of morphine and heroin addiction. The next report says, Two days after the vaccine I became very depressed. I would say this is one of the worst experiences in 10 years. The depression has continued for the past few days. I thought of suicide, but I would not say I was suicidal. They also add, If a vaccine recipient was very prone to depression already suicidal, this could be very serious. I would agree. I mean this is very serious that it happened to you. The next report says, Patient is also experiencing thoughts of suicidality and mood is not stable. Patient said she has not been feeling well at all since receiving the vaccine. The next report says, have had symptoms each day at least once, but most days throughout most of the day, that included crying, extreme sadness, and some suicidal ideation. The things I'm feeling upset about don't feel rational. The next report says, The vaccine gave me suicidal ideation depression. It got worse. The next report says, Covid vaccine both dose one and two caused migraines. My husband described his explosions in his head as well as suicidal thoughts. I mean that's really, really intense. I mean for the husband to tell his wife, he's having suicidal thoughts after the vaccine. I mean, I believe him. The next report, severe depression times six days, sudden onset of depressed mood, suicidal ideation. The next report, patient stated she had suicidal thoughts and severe depression within three to five days after the first vaccine of Pfizer. The next report says at least 12 hours after the vaccine was feeling miserable, had a fever, body aches, but was also feeling suicidal for several hours. It says, I really felt like I wanted to take my life. I cried and talked myself down, but had not had these feelings for many years, over 20 years. I do not know if this was a side effect of the vaccine, or if anyone else has felt this way, yes they have. The next report says, At first only arm pain a couple of days after the shot, I started having a constant low grade headache, then serious depression, suicidal thoughts and difficulty functioning. The next report says, irritability, tonightus which is ringing in the ear, suicidal ideation, extreme fatigue, depressed mood, brain fog. The next report says, suicidal thoughts, depression, she began having suicidal thoughts two days after her shot. The next report says, this headache, suicidal weird feeling bad feeling in her head, that was getting worse, she was completely suicidal the next day, and that lasted for like three days. The next report says, extreme fatigue, she'll lose a headache nausea, every bone hurt and suicidal ideations. The next report says, extreme back pain, there's a whole bunch of issues, but I'm skimming for a sake of time, unable to sleep depression, suicidal thoughts. The next report, suicidal ideation, actually it says, suicidal idealization, tongue swollen mental health issues. The next report says, unable to discern drugs by their name at job. Anxiety, cognitive disruptions, and suicidal ideation. The next report says, pain at the injection site 16 days, depression, suicidal ideation for four days, excessive fatigue for 15 days. The next report says, I woke up the day after the shot, having severe depression. There should be severe depressed thoughts as well as, suicidal thoughts persisting until that evening. I was very concerned and confused. The next report says, severe anxiety and depression, including suicidal thoughts. The next report says, I had suicidal thoughts. I suddenly felt a large amount of despair and hopelessness. I had panic attacks and anxiety. I had paranoia. I did not feel like I had long to live or anything to live for. The next report says, my dad was terribly ill the day following the vaccine. He reported suicidal ideation for the first time in his life. The next report says, on April 18th, nine days after the person got his second dose of Moderna vaccine, he committed suicide using a gun in the presence of his family. Wow, that is so counter rational and disturbing and horrifying. What are they injecting people with? The next report says, suicidal ideation, both, I guess it happened after each shot. Suicidal ideation, both after both shots. Never experienced suicidal ideation prior. Hmm. So this is somebody who lined up, got the shot, went back on another shot, and noticed, hey, after each time I took this shot, something that never happened happened to me. I had suicidal ideation. The next report says, severe psychiatric reaction, suicidal ideation, had to turn into a cloud, excursiating pain. Severe insomnia. The next report says, during the second vaccination I was on my period, after three hours of getting the vaccine, I started having large emotional spells. It may be start to have suicidal thoughts, a panic attack every other hour, and overall got overwhelmed very quickly. The suicidal thoughts specifically started six hours after the vaccine. Thankfully, I was able to reach out to other people in my support system. So a key factor here is it seems like it's really intense for the few days after the shot, but if people can get through that, there's, you know, life the other side of the tunnel. So I think, you know, we need to get the word out that this is happening, but also we need to be a support system for the people that we care about in our lives and the people just in proximity to us. The next report says patient committed suicide with a firearm. The next report says agitation, suicide attempts lost all four. Let me say that again. Agitation, suicide attempts lost all time for four days had to be restrained. Doesn't even remember the shot walked out of house and doesn't remember. Reminds me of the report that we started with with the man running in front of a bus right after a shot. The next report says felt suicidal, head pressure, head throbbing feels like the head is being stabbed three months of chronic headache since receiving the second dose. Head burning, lost two months of work. Suicidal ideation. The next report says death by suicide. Sometimes, sometime between the late evening and the early morning, he was found at 8 a.m. that morning. The next report says committed suicide, ringing in his ears. This spontaneous case was reported by somebody, the occurrence of a completed suicide. So somebody committed suicide, male patient, unknown age, after his vaccine had tinnitus, ringing in his ears. The next report says depression to the point of suicidal ideation, depression, inability to concentrate suicidal ideation, light sensitivity, low grade headache in the center of the brain. The next report says, I experienced heavier than normal bleeding, bloating, and cramping with this was extreme abnormal mood swings. Severe depression, suicidal ideation, anxiety, insomnia, lasting severely for three days, called the psychologist. The next report says she got very sick after her second injection. She says the injection introduced suicidal ideation, I believe her. She had thoughts to hang herself, which she had not had previously. She said, I couldn't move. She was curled up on the floor in the closet. The suicidal ideation resolved after one and a half days. The next report says, lots of consciousness passed out and suicidal ideation. She wished she was dead. It was brutal. 65-year-old female patient. Also, a whole bunch of other issues. Hypoconnesia couldn't crawl herself to bed, chills chilled to the bone, somnolescence slept for 18 hours. She was a little bit sick, but she was still a little bit sick. She was a little bit sick, but she was still a little bit sick, chills stewed, leased to drink healthy, shroe, struts at the cold,lers surgeon's intensive care she had had to testify against her well-being at the dies因-to-stay prison,她'd went to a hospital andless separated and without her wellness regarding her child's mother ih deix她 Because she believed she hadopsied all the menstrual, not all of the menstrual issues, but there's a whole bunch of menstrual issues in bars. I tried to raise awareness about many of them. Check out my prior reports on that if you haven't seen those. It was accompanied by much more intense pain and cramping as well as intense suicidal ideation. So it goes into more detail on the menstrual cycles. It says down here, let's skip to the last line here. I'm still very fatigued and have been dealing with extreme suicidal thoughts and uncontrollable crime. The next report says extreme anxiety, agitation, and suicidal ideation. Patients currently under outpatient psychiatric care. The next report says contemplated suicide. She lost 55 decibel and left ear was diagnosed with sensor, sensor inorten, sensor in neural, sensor in neural, excuse me, hearing loss, suicidal ideation, deafness, neuro-sensit- neuro-sensitory. I can't read, neuro-sensory. It says contemplated suicide. The next report says extreme body aches fever and very extreme depression and thoughts of suicide. The next report says suicidal and violent thoughts. The next report says suicidal thoughts and depression. The next report says suicidal thoughts and actions extreme depression, not willing to leave bed. The next report says within 15 hours developed severe depression and now presumed anxiety that is not yet to dissipate without being medic or despite being medicated. Compulsive suicidal ideation, obsessive thoughts sobbing and generalized anodonia which we should look up reduced ability to experience pleasure. The next report says suicidal. The next report says suicide ideation with a severe depressive episode that has been hard to break out of. The next report says suicidal ideation experienced with both doses. I mean at what point are they going to admit what's happening? How many people have to be inflicted with suicidal ideation? The next report says patient presented to the emergency department two times five days apart and then again the third time with suicidal ideation and was subsequently hospitalized. He is still currently hospitalized. The next report says on 214 he woke up and couldn't move his left side. He couldn't walk. He went to the ER. They told him to go to a neurologist who said possibly Parkinson's. When to more doctors they don't think Parkinson's. Lovely. Always great when the doctors have no idea what they're talking about. Cognitive thinking was gone almost like psychosis. Was suicidal? Couldn't think straight but the ER couldn't find anything. Well maybe it was the vaccine or the so-called vaccine that all these other people are reporting suicidal thoughts right after taking. The next report says I had the most painful period after my first dose. 12 hours extremely painful and then it says I was mentally very unwell. It felt different slash similar to what I to when I was 19 and tried an anti-depressant that made me feel actively suicidal. I don't know how to describe the difference in feeling but it came out of nowhere. It was very strong. I wanted to kill myself for half of April and it wasn't for any reason whatsoever. It was just hormonal. So my best guess is that the second dose interfered with the balance my birth control gives me now and the shock to my system made it even worse than it had been in the past. This lasted from the fourth through my period and after until the 19th. I was barely able to take care of myself at all and it was very difficult to endoblitating. Also scary. I mean the insights that this one report and all these reports an aggregate have to anybody who actually cared about what this vaccine does is so invaluable. I mean it's this should never happen that the vaccine was rolled out like this causing such profound negative effects on so many people but for them just to ignore all of these findings. I mean this this tells you basically what is going on. This is a very insightful person in tune with her body telling you what happened and they just want to ignore it. The next report says got worse over those sleep deprived for so long couldn't function felt suicidal. I wanted to commit suicide. Tinnitus head tremors couldn't work couldn't function. It says the patient was hospitalized due to the conditioning the condition aggravating and then sometime in March 2021 due to suicidal ideation. Suicidal tendency that's all I can really glean from there. The next report says an awful rash described as a wild rash on my chest. Let's give through here. Actually this is something else. The next report says I could taste the shot at the time of the vaccine which just the sidebar here we hear a lot of people reporting metallic taste after the shot. And we also have to wonder are some saline placebo's mixed in to you know lessen the obviousness of the adverse reactions. But if there is an effect like the metal in the mouth or something I wonder if these other side effects are more pronounced. So it continues it says the next day I became nauseous and avertly anxious to the point where I felt like I was going to hurt myself. I kept telling my close family that something was wrong. My son wanted to take me to the hospital and sent deputies to my house for a wellness check. The nausea and the feeling of being on the edge of suicide kept on for five full days. I really thought I was going to kill myself. The next report says soon after he received the first dose of the vaccine his tongue and his mouth became swollen and he could hardly talk. Then his Parkinson's symptoms became exacerbated. Extra meds didn't help. The next day he the next day he became suicidal. Winfrey O'Walkh got dizzy and disoriented. He laid down. He was not found for six hours. He woke up in intensive care unit where he arrested. Where was it? It says he was hospitalized for three weeks and eventually recovered. The next report says I received the vaccine dose on May the fourth. I experienced severe depressive symptoms. Hopelessness, suicidal ideation, along with body aches, fatigue and an inability to concentrate. The next report says suicidal thoughts depressed anxiety. The next report says acute suicidal ideation with strong intent to hang himself. So this I mean we keep seeing like out of nowhere someone takes the vaccine and then they want to hang themselves. That's so bizarre and horrifying and it matches what we saw earlier from Farm Girl Rebell on Twitter. She says Tim again like we said earlier she's a 911 operator dispatch technician and she says Tim we had three suicides by hanging this week ages 13 to 60. Oh my gosh I missed the age range. A 13 year old. So again back to this report acute so severe suicidal ideation with strong intent to hang herself. Severe body aches severe chills cognitive side effects where she was forgetting basic facts including her date of birth. 38 year old female patient after the second dose of Pfizer. The next report says I'm very depressed and suicidal at this point. I had a hip surgery plans to fix my hip after two years of hell. I have to cancel everything as my body is in so much pain. The next report says well let's skip I want to go more rapid fire because we're only like a tenth of the way through this report. Severe depression and suicidal thoughts the next one is a death by suicide. The next one said suicidal ideation felt unstable sitting on the couch like a zombie morbid thinking. The next report says went through an intense depression and started to cry headaches were intense and extreme. Suicidal ideation thought about taking his life. The next report extremely the thargic suicidal thoughts sense of doom irrational ability headache nausea diarrhea. The next report says begin having suicidal thoughts increased irritability frustration aggression and impatience towards others. The next report says suicidal thoughts. That's the key the key line for this report. The next report says began having hallucinations and uncontrollable feelings of rage led to contacting suicide hotline. Couldn't reach a live person at the suicide hotline and ended up driving to an ER for a dose of Adivan where I finally slept. I think it's really important I said this earlier for us to be there for each other especially our family members and our friends. Given everything that's going on we have to stick together. The next report says the patient experienced that they would contemplate suicide because he couldn't keep going through what he's been going through right now. He also mentioned his anxiety became exacerbated and extreme. The next report says suicidal ideation the next report says increased irritability depression anxiety suicide thoughts angry outbursts ongoing. The next report patient patient reported suicidal thoughts after receiving the vaccine since the vaccination she reports fecal and urinary incontinence. She has stated that she called her cardiologist and was referred to psych. The next report says patient reported difficulty breathing and many other concerns and suicidal ideation went to the emergency department. The chief complaint was the suicidal ideation. It says suicidal thoughts started about four hours after it says a go but I'm guessing that means after the shot. It says he did get his second Moderna COVID vaccine at 11 a.m. yesterday. Now has generalized body aches fatigue and a fever. The next report says I am gonna commit suicide if I don't pick you up. I don't know what I mean this sounds like the person's not in the right mind and I can sympathize given everything else we've heard reported after these shots. It says if he slash she walked up a flight of stairs it feels like they're gonna have a heart attack. She's also horrifying. The next report and this also reminds me I think I just searched for the word suicide. So I'm I probably could have found a lot more reports looking for other phrases like self-inflicted or took her own life took his own life etc. The next report says periodic headaches suicidal ideation inability to speak coherently for a few minutes fatigue. The next report says could not sleep at all fainted scrolling down it says they gave her some more medication which gave her deep depression and suicidal thoughts. So I'm not sure if it's the vaccine or this new depression or the new medication. The next report says one to two hours after the administration of the vaccine the patient had a week-long episode of mood moodiness and irrationality. This culminated in a suicide attempt by hanging in his bedroom that was interrupted by his father. There's no prior history of suicide attempts and no other clear identifiable triggers to the incident. Shout out to the father for saving his son's life. The next report says she got intense depression suicidal tendencies and a fight or flight response. The next report says suicidal thoughts depression chest pain suicidal ideation. The next report says patient presented so maybe went to the ER suicidal. Patient was intoxicated and tried to hang herself on the shower curtain rod. The boyfriend called 911. 41 year old female patient. Went to the hospital. Reportedly drank one liter of Captain Morgan's rum. Found on the ground by her boyfriend whom reports she was blue in the face. The next report says he's on the verge of suicide. I can't live like this for the rest of my life. He's quoted as saying I can't sleep and I can't think it's driving me crazy. 20 year old male patient. The next report says severe tinnitus ear ringing started in the early morning. Less than 48 hours after receiving the first dose of the Pfizer COVID vaccine. It's been so severe it's gotten to the point where I've contemplated considering suicide. It's turned my life upside down as it relates to sleep working daily functioning and living. It's maddening its torture. There are so many different classes of adverse reactions to these COVID-19 vaccines. It's very hard to document all of them. I believe we have done a report on tinnitus though and there's a lot of examples a lot of very severe acute examples. Okay so the next report says psycho physiological anxiety that lasted a couple of hours on day one. But it gets worse day two worse fatigue headache and constipation mild body aches severe depression as the day went on including crying spells thoughts of suicide negative obsessive thoughts. Feeling generally out of it not right in my head emotional and exhausted. The next report says 50% hearing loss he's on the verge of suicide in Sanhya. I can't live with this. Very similar quote I wonder how many people have that thought going through their heads after the havoc these shots cause. It's driving me crazy it's driving me insane he's desperate. Color claims that he's never experienced that in his life incredible ringing in my ears and spike headache. He's on the verge of suicide and said quote I can't live with this for the rest of my life. I can't sleep and I can't think it's driving me crazy. I just want to get to the end of this. I can't live like this it's driving me crazy. I met my wits end with this and it's truly driving me insane. I'm not kidding I can't sleep I can't think I can't function with this ring it. You know what's horrifying is this guy called up bars or maybe the Pfizer side effect line and how many reports have they fielded like this and they're just gonna put their heads in the sand like a bunch of corrupt greedy assholes. The next report says on the same day of the COVID vaccine the patient presented to the emergency department with suicidal ideation he was hospitalized for two days. The next report says extreme irritation cramping in suicidal thoughts as well as menstrual irregularities. The next report says now I'm suicidal never have I been depressed in my life until now. The next report also suicidal ideation. So I know a lot of these reports are very similar but I think doing a you know marathon stream where we read them all out on the record just to show how many of these similar reports that are as important. Also I'm sure mixed in here are some extremely concerning reports that I want to dig out and make sure that we spotlight because the public health apparatus surely isn't they're doing the exact opposite they're hiding this from you they're scrubbing this. The Tony you're crazy for looking at bars and finding you know a million examples probably I mean that's a bit hyperbolic but you can find a huge stack of examples and they're like oh that's just your imagination. So it says within two hours of receiving the shot I went to bed with fatigue and by the end of the day I was suicidal. I had been experiencing a moderate depressive episode. Within hours after my vaccine my depression became catastrophic and life threatening I could barely get out of bed for three weeks and all I could think about was ending the pain. I was not able to work. Since then I've gotten a tiny bit better each day. I know that some women are experiencing hormonal side effects from the COVID vaccine. My best guess is that since I imposed my deposit the hormonal side effect I'm experiencing is suicidal depression. Today's day 56 since I received the vaccination. After three weeks at about 2 percent my energy level is back to 80 percent of what it was before the vaccination but on a scale of 1 to 100 for mental health I'm at around 5% suicide is always on my mind but I'm not actively planning my exit at this moment. I want to know how to get this hormonal effect out of my body or to get any ideas about how long it will take to go away. If anyone reading this has any other possibilities please let me know. I just want to feel the way I felt before I got the shot. For me the Johnson & Johnson COVID vaccine has pretty much been a suicide pill and I'm hanging on by a thread. I would like people taking the vaccine to be informed of possible hormonal side effects. If I had known I would not have gotten the vaccine. So say all of these in aggregate are just breaking my heart especially with all these other reports that we've covered in the past including just sudden death right after the shot. I mean let's continue. On 4.35 minutes after the vaccine I passed out I felt uncontrollably shaky and my vision went white. I was not anxious prior to getting the vaccine and I felt terror afterwards. The next day I felt I developed severe depression and suicidal ideation. I reported to those around me that I did not feel safe. I'm not diagnosed with depression and have not experienced depression prior to the vaccine. I felt suicidal completely hopeless. Anxious and was uncontrollably bursting into tears without an identifiable trigger. The next day I developed shooting pain in my legs and arms. It felt like a pulsating stab in pain that throbbed. Also I developed metallic taste in my mouth. There's tons of examples of that. Mentional irregularity, etc. The next report says I feel suicidal. Brain fog severe tinnitus. Vertigo. The next report tastes the changes tasting gasoline, suicidal ideation and suicide attempt. Horrified. The next report says the following morning I felt fairly well until around noon when I had chills a low-grade fever and fell into a very serious mood swing slash depression which is very unusual for me. Almost suicidal depression. The next report says on 424 the patient presented to the ED with suicidal ideation and was subsequently hospitalized just five days after the second dose. The next report suicidal thoughts and other issues. The next report says I feel like to commit suicide. I feel that terrible. I've lost all of my appetite. I've been sleeping 14 hours a day since I had that second dose. I can't eat. The next report says new suicidal thoughts. New excessive mobility issues still ongoing beginning of kidney failing. The next report says hallucinations, mental confusion, difficulty spelling words and suicidal thoughts amongst many other issues. The next report says ringing in ears committed suicide. Oh wow. So committed suicide after it sounds like I'd imagine a severe belt with tinnitus. It says it was reported that the patient committed suicide because of the ringing in his ears. Six months after the patient got the vaccine he committed suicide because of the rain in his ears driving crazy. This was after the Pfizer vaccine. So we keep seeing this people report in having horrible reactions to the vaccine and then killing themselves to get to escape the pain. And we also see new induced suicidal ideation in many patients which you know those are almost two separate categories it seems like in the latter category. Many times people are experiencing severe pain at the same time but it's almost just like a psychological urge a new drive in their psyche where they want to kill themselves. Really really disturbing to say the least. The next report says a week later deep depression suicidal for two hours. The next report says getting suicidal thoughts lymph nodes have large balls like an egg on his neck really incapacitated. The patient wanted to commit suicide. The patient was getting suicidal thoughts. The next report says he was very anxious and committed suicide. So let's read this whole report because he had some issues from the vaccine which begs the question if those were the precipice the reason. Patient became severely sick with food like symptoms it could not work on April 20th to 22nd. So severely sick right after the vaccine he worked on the 23rd. He told people he was sick again on April 24th. He was very anxious and committed suicide sometime between April 27th and April 28th. The next report says unbearable pain invertebrate down to her ankles with an occurrence of suicidal ideation. Quote may kill myself due to pain and yet they just keep rolling these shots keep pumping this into people. Shame on all of them. The next report mentioning wanting to kill himself three voices in his head completely lost. He would not know who he was where he was. Chess pain stomach pain, hand pain, feet pain, shaky feelings, suicidal ideation, mentioned wanting to kill himself and hallucination and auditory hallucination three voices in his head. The next report says I was suicidal for the first time in my life. My tongue swelped up I was extremely ill. Had a buzzing feeling going through my body. It says patients arms swelped up and later that night she was suicidal for the first time in her life and had to call for help. She stated that she had photos and videos of a magnet sticking to her arm. Now this is very interesting given you know we I've covered in the past I have whole compilations of people after their vaccine. Preporting to be magnetic at the spot where they were injected. We also have a whole bunch of reports of people having a metallic taste in their mouth after their shot. So I'm wondering if there's some formulation maybe some subset of all the vaccine vials which has this type of reaction. The metallic taste in the mouth maybe the suicidal thoughts. I'm just trying to piece this together. Maybe some people just didn't get the same substances that really negatively affected. The next report says can't take the ringing in her ears anymore and is getting a little suicidal. So the tinnitus is really driving people to the verge of suicide and that's really really horrifying. It says well we already read that. The next report says tinnitus committed suicide. It says after the first shot his tinnitus started and he was already he was also fatigued. He committed suicide eventually the report says. The caller went to a special test specialist and was told that he had heard about that symptom before from six patients who reported the same thing. Yeah we have a ton of reports of tinnitus. It says later the reporter mentioned he didn't know the guy other than he found of one organization and he committed suicide. So I think there was a news item about some man who had a really horrible case of tinnitus after the vaccine and he killed themselves and a lot of people must have read that and were worried for themselves because they had tinnitus as well. It was a very common side effect. I would say in that many people experienced it not like a high percentage not saying like over 50% or anything but there are a ton of cases and bars and social media of people with tinnitus the rain. This report says patient stated she was very deeply down so it sounds like depressed and her deeply down can turn into suicide. That's not good. Okay so let's continue here. This one says more ringing in the ear. It says. I'm running out of patients and financial means to keep going to a doctor. I feel helpless, depression, work performance is awful and lastly very suicidal more than I've ever been. I just want to die. The next report again all of these are from the HHS Vars system the vaccine adverse event reporting system after the COVID vaccine. This reports as manic depression, suicidal thoughts, memory loss. This is concerning too. Let's backtrack a little bit here. The night of my vaccine I shot straight up in bed filled with fear and screamed out my husband's name. Then I proceeded to violently throw up all over myself and my bedroom on the way into the bathroom. I had nothing left to throw up at the violent wretching wooden stop for another seven minutes or so. It was allowed in painful after that I felt immense sadness. I was crying, crying uncontrollably because I felt so much pain and sadness. I was seeing black shadow spirits in line pigs along with visions of China. It sounded like a devil was coming out of me. So we've had a lot of these types of horror stories of like we've covered in the past, nightmares, vivid dreams, hallucinations and psychosis. I have those linked in the description. It says the day after she suffered from manic depression, suicidal thoughts and memory loss as well as loss of impulse control. She is going into depression. This is the next report. She is going into depression and spoke of, quote, hanging myself on a tree. So why do so many people feel like hanging themselves after taking the vaccine? Serious question. I mean, this is a pressing crisis. spoke of hanging myself on a tree and a bunch of other issues she's reporting. She was going into depression. Suicidal ideation. Wow. The next report says manic depression. Suicidal to the full extent. Suicidal overpowering thoughts. 39-year-old female patient. I've never been so low. Experiencing manic depression. Suicidal to the full extent pushed everyone away, tried to break up with boyfriend because I felt worthless. The next report first 15 days, suicidal and depression spoke with a therapist. The next report completed suicide on 429. Family reported an increase in suicidal ideations after the vaccination. The next report, abdominal, pain, mental health issues, PTSD, hypervigilant panic attacks, suicide ideation, extreme fatigue, bedbound, lost 20 pounds, loss of appetite. I mean, we keep seeing the same pattern. Actually numerous patterns. The next report, auditory hallucinations, visual hallucinations, suicidal ideations, thought he had a parasite on his brain. The next report, three days after dose one, patient reported feeling not herself. She was experiencing brain fog and not able to focus on her schoolwork. She was worried about not being able to finish up the school year. We figured it was just burnout, but knew this was strange behavior for PT who was usually very focused for the patient, that's what PT means, who's very focused and had no problem getting good grades. We let her get her second vaccine on June the 18th. About 10 days later, the patient reported feeling like her mind was racing and she could not sleep for five nights. She was very anxious in having panic attacks. On July the 4th, the patient came to us and told us, the only way to stop the thoughts is to hurt myself. That's a quote. The only way to stop the thoughts is to hurt myself. What is in these shots? Because this is like a recurring pattern inflicting immense pain and these suicidal ideations. We have never seen the patient like this and she has never had thoughts like this. She was talking to herself, making strange body movements and this frightening behavior came out of nowhere. They kept her overnight and sent her home with referrals to other doctors. She is still having suicidal thoughts and cannot function. We have had to cancel all trips, summer camps and check her out of soccer for the next month. There's no way she's going to be able to go to anything. Now what's really concerning here, it sounds like a very young page. Oh my gosh, 14-year-old girl. That is absolutely horrifying. 14-year-old girl. Said quote, the only way to stop the thoughts is to hurt myself. Shame on the people who rushed to this untested product and forced it on people. Enlied people, tricked them into taking it. The next report, Migraine headaches, increased anxiety, muscle stiffness. Before the vaccine walked four to five miles daily, now lucky to walk half a mile. Chills suicidal thoughts, loss of smell, loss of taste, loss of appetite, 22 pound weight loss, suicidal thoughts, suicidal ideation. The next report says, for the four weeks following the first, actually, let's get that one, it says not suicidal, but it does say, felt so overwhelmed, she felt the need to hurt herself. Started having thoughts about hurting herself, which is kind of in the same vein. The next report says on April 22nd, he said, it felt like a switch turned off in his head. His depression and anxiety got worse. He didn't eat for a week and was always nauseated. He's going through therapy, has gone to the ER twice for trying to attempt suicide. Mother says he's not been the same since he got the shot. The next report says congestive heart failure. He had 32% of his heart. Patient asked caller to, quote, help him with suicide, escaped from house confused, super sick, medication having opposite effect on him. Now, keep this also in mind with the context of made and all these socialist countries trying to make it really easy for anybody with chronic pain to kill themselves. And what we have is this perfect storm for depopulation, which is something we've already seen and we covered earlier in the show, two examples of people who had vaccine injury, couldn't get the help they needed. Doctors had no idea what they were doing. And then what the doctors would help them with is killing themselves. Just it's a nightmare. It's an absolute nightmare. Okay, so back to this case, cardiac failure, congestive and suicidal ideation. Patient asked caller to help him with suicide. The next report says starting of a new onset depression with suicidal ideation that worsened after the second vaccine. That's the other thing is that since it's a multi shot regimen, it's very, very peculiar that these people have the recurrence after the second shot. And it's all just going ignored and covered up. Hit him. The next report says sudden onset grandmol seizures, suicidal thoughts and ideations could not sleep, could not eat, could not live life anymore. So grandmol seizures, that's the worst kind. I mean, it's basically, what is it? Italian or Latin? Grandmol, very bad. It's pretty much what that means. Interesting etymology to this term that we hear a lot, malaria means bad air. Just throwing that in there. She has been having countless doctor visits. It says has not recovered from sudden onset grandmol seizures, could not sleep, could not eat suicidal thoughts and ideations and not able to live life anymore. Suicidal thoughts and ideations cannot live life anymore. I've also done prior reports like this, but focused on seizures. If you want to check those out, there's tons of examples in bars of people having seizures right after the vaccine. The next report complaints of actually, let's get that one. The next one says visual disconnect dizziness, ringing in ears, anxiety, depression, hard to get a deep breath, fatigue, shaking, heart racing, face and ear discomfort, brain fog. It goes on to say, I have not been able to do any usual activities, felt suicidal at times. And then in all caps, I have never felt this way. The next report says depression would not be unhappy if they died, but not suicidal. The next one says patient felt to kill himself, retinal detachment, losing vision, blindness of left eye, soreness pain and injection site. The next report says muscle twitching goes on. It says overpowering anxiety and depression, which I'd never experienced, including extreme emotional distress and thoughts of suicide, began about two to three weeks after the vaccine and resolved gradually after two months. I'm unable to walk significant distances or stand for more than a few minutes. This is tragic. This person committed suicide and died. Here's another case of grandmaw seizures. Falling out of the chair doesn't want to live anymore. Went downhill ever since she received her first dose, diagnosed with epilepsy, depression, heart skipping, a beat, trouble with her heart, generalized tonic, clonic seizure and suicidal ideation. Unable to be left alone doesn't want to live anymore. These are so tragic. The next report thought about committing suicide, it says. Lost vision, which is another report that we've done in the past. We've done so many of these reports and they're always there sitting for you to go share with people. I try to put them into these long form formats, which is the example after example, after example where people can skip. Oh, it's going to the two hour mark. Oh, he's still reading more examples. Oh, it's going to the three hour mark. Oh, still more examples. The next report says patient reported having suicidal thoughts here in voices. Patient started self-harming after first dose of vaccine. After the second dose of the vaccine, the self-harmed got worse and she became very depressed. So again, this pattern that we see where the person has the issue after the first shot kind of starts getting a little better than the second shot hits and they experience it again. The next report says. The pain had become so intense along with sleep deprivation I was having suicidal thoughts. The next report says patient presented to the ED and was subsequently hospitalized for suicidal ideation and hallucinations within six weeks of receiving the code vaccine. This next report is horrific. Pain on her legs doesn't let her stay straight. Horrific pain in my upper legs, both of them. It's like a pain shower in my leg. Unbearable side effects for two months broke her leg. I think she's going to die. Lost her life is ruined, totally destroyed, is killing her family. Condition aggravated. She's lost 10 pounds. She says quote, I'm ready to kill myself. Oh my gosh. Pain on her legs doesn't let her stand up. Suicidal ideation patient stated, I'm ready to kill myself. That is. It says vaccination complication. Unbearable side effects for two months. I also wonder what kind of propaganda these seniors are being exposed to. I wouldn't be surprised. I mean, it'd be awful and horrific. But if people are being propagandized into this whole made paradigm. Like for example, this this report that we just read is a 69 year old woman. And she says quote, I'm ready to kill myself. And I really wonder who planted those thoughts in her mind and how the vaccine can be causing so many people to feel like this. The next report says left side of her face went numb. Numbness is now down her neck. And all of her face is starting to feel the numbness of the bottom of her left jaw. She has fallen down several times because her legs have given out. Moving towards suicidal thoughts. This is about to make her go insane. The next report says thought about suicide severe depression after both doses. The patient reports that she thought about suicide as well. Not recovered. The next report says patient presented to the ED was subsequently hospitalized for suicidal ideations and hallucinations within six weeks of receiving the COVID vaccine. The next report says extreme fatigue, extreme anxiety, thoughts of suicide and muscle weakness. Still ongoing for over two weeks since the second dose. The next report attempted suicide. Current thoughts of harming herself. Try to cut my wrists and hurt myself. Depression felt down. Feels like she's going crazy. Does not feel the same at all after the vaccine. Seem things, hallucinations and hearing things like buzzing. Chest is comfort on and on and on. Patient attempted suicide by trying to cut her wrists. While doing this, she was detained and sent to a correctional facility. The next report says patient presented to the ED for suicidal ideation and was subsequently hospitalized within six weeks of receiving the COVID vaccination. The next report says if you're head a, con flashes on and on and on, lack of appetite and suicidal thoughts. Which is interesting we keep seeing these two together. The next report says fever that lasted for weeks. Loss of taste, tinnitus, muscle ache and joint pain, suicidal thoughts, muscle spasms. The next report says suicide attempt. The next report says suicidal ideations as does the next report suicidal ideations. The next report says stabbing pains in head, severe violent delusions with no previous history. Suicidal ideation, brain inflammation, return of Lyme's symptoms. The next report, very healthy, seven year old man who sees his doctor regularly become, became tired, confused, depressed and lost weight suddenly. On 7-6 he committed suicide. He was being treated for chemical imbalance. He did not have a chemical imbalance before the vaccine. The next report says patient received one dose of the Pfizer vaccine. Admitted for suicidal ideation with an incidental finding of COVID. Patient is symptomatic with chills, body aches, diarrhea, nausea. The next report says she reported suicidal ideation to police. She presented to a medical clinic stating that she needed help. She was initially paranoid, threatening to staff and would not give her name. Eventually her husband called looking for her. She was placed on a section 12 and admitted. She was quarantined for 10 days. The next report extreme tremors and twitching, gait difficulty, so hard time walking. Heidex fatigue diagnosed dysfunctional neurological disorder by doctor. I missed a lot of work and considered suicides since I'm the provider for my family. I have been to lots of doctors and therapy. I've seen more good days now but I still have bad days like today. So considered suicide. The next report approximately three days after receiving my first dose of the Pfizer vaccine. I began experiencing extreme anxiety, panic, fatigue and intrusive thoughts, including suicidal ideation. The episode lasted approximately two days. The next report wow, that ends really sad. So the very end of the report, let's jump to that. It says committed suicide after a year since they did not have success