Jonestown Mass Suicide Tape (Full Recording)

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I was the suspect die with a degree of dignity. Lay down your life with dignity. Don't lay down with tears and agony. How very much I've loved you. How very much I've tried my best to give you a good life. But in spite of all of life tried, a handful of our people with their lives have made our lives impossible. There's no way to detach ourselves from what's happened today. Not only we're in a compound situation, not only are there those who have left and committed the betrayal of the century. Some of stolen children from others and they're in pursuit right now to kill them because they stole their children. And we are sitting here waiting on a powder cake. I don't think this is what we want to do with our babies. I don't think that's what we had in mind to do with our babies. It was dead by the greatest of profits from time immemorial. No man lay, it takes my life for me. I lay my life down. So to sit here and wait for the catastrophe, it's going to happen on that airplane. It's going to be a catastrophe. All most happened here. All most happened. The Congressmen were near the killed here. You can't see all people's children. You can't take it off with people's children without expecting a violent reaction. And that's not so unfamiliar to us either. Even if we were Judeo-Christian, if we weren't communists, the world, the Kingdom's toughest violence, and the violence should take it by force. If we can't live in peace, then let's die in peace. We've been so betrayed. We have been so terribly betrayed. But we tried, and this Jack B. Malfon said, I don't know where he said, right this moment, or is Jack? He said, is this the only work one day? It was worthwhile. What's going to happen here in a matter of a few minutes is that one of those people on that plane is going to shoot the pilot. I know that. I didn't plan it, but I know it's going to happen. You're going to shoot that pilot, and down comes that plane into the jungle. And we had better not have any of our children left when it's over, because they'll parachute in here almost. I'm trying to just explain as I know how to tell you, I've never lied to you. I never have lied to you. I know that's what's going to happen. That's what it intends to do, and he will do it. Fortunately, being so bewildered with many, many pressures on my brain seeing all these people behave so treasonous, it was just too much for me to put together, but I now know what he was telling me, and it'll happen. If the plane gets in the air, even. So my opinion is that we be kind to children, and be kind to seniors, and take the portion like they used to take in ancient Greece, and step over quietly, because we are not committing suicide. It's a revolutionary act. We can't go back. We won't leave it alone. They're now going back to tell more lies, which means more congressmen, and there's no way, no way we can survive. Anybody wish to say? Anyone that has any distending opinion, please speak. Yes, you can have an opportunity, but if our children are left, we are going to have them butchered. We can make a strike, but we'll be striking against people that we don't want to strike again. We want we like to get people to cause this stuff, and if some people here are prepared to know how to do that, to go into town and get Timothy Stone, but there's no plane. There's no plane. You can't get to plane in time. He's responsible for it. He brought these people to us. He and the animal. But people in Sanctus will not be idle over this. They're not taking our death in vain, you know. Yes, we see. Is it too late for Russia? It's too late for Russia. They killed. They started to kill. That's why it makes it too late for Russia. Otherwise, I've said, Russia, you bet your life. But it's too late. I can't control these people. They're out there. They've gone with their guns. And it's too late. And once we kill anybody, at least that's the way I was. I was put my lock with you. One of my people do something is me. They say, I don't have to take the blame for this, but I don't live that way. They deliver up a jar who tried to get the man back here. Your jar who's white mother has been lying on him and lying on him and trying to break up his family. And they've all agreed to kill us by any means next to her. You think I'm going to deliver them, your jar? Not on your life. No. No, you're not going. You're not going. You're not going. I can't live that way. I cannot live that way. I live with for all and I'll die for all. I've been living on hope for a long time, Christine. I appreciate you always been a very good educator. I like agitation because you got TST two sides of one issue, two sides of a question. But what those people are going to get done, what they get through, will make our life worse than hell, will make the rest of us not accept us. When they get through line, they throw so many lies between there and that truck that we are done in as far as any other alternative. I said, let's make an Alistair Russia. That's what I say. I don't think nothing is impossible. How are we keeping it? How are you going to airlift Russia? Well, I thought they said if we got it in emergency, they gave you a cold to let them know. No, they gave us the cold that they let us know of an issue, not up for an issue for them. They said if we, if they saw the country coming down, they'd create, they'd give us the cold. They'd give us the cold. You can check on there and see if it's on the cold. Check with Russia to see if they'll take us in immediately otherwise we die. I don't know what else you say to these people. But to me, death is not a fearful thing. It's living this treacherous. I have never, never, never, never seen anything like this before in my life. I've never seen people take the law and do their own hands and provoke us and try to purpose to agitate murder of children. There's no, Christine, it's not worth living like this. It was living like this. I think that there were two few who left for two or one of the people that gave them their lives for those people that left. You know how many left? Twenty-on. That's a small 20-on. I thought, come 20-on. I had to go here. Twenty-on. But what's going to happen when they don't leave? I hope that they could leave, but what's going to happen when they don't leave? You mean the people here? Yeah, what's going to happen to us when they don't leave when they get on the plane and the plane goes down? I don't think they'll go down. You don't think they'll go down? I wish I could tell you right, but I'm right. There's one man there who blames and rightfully though, Debbie Blakey for the murder, for the murder of his mother, and he'll stop that pilot by any means next to her. He'll do it. That plane will come out of here. There's no way you fly a plane without a pilot. I wasn't speaking about that plane. I was speaking about the plane for us to go to Russia. How does it work? To Russia. Do you think Russia is going to want... No, no, no. You think Russia is going to want us with all this stigma? We have some value, but now we don't have any value. Well, I don't see it like that. I mean, I feel like that as long as it's life is hope. That's my thing. I'm never going to die. It's someplace that hope runs out because everybody dies. I am thinking nobody yet didn't die. And I like to choose my own kind of death for a change. I'm trying to be in torment or hell. That's what I'm trying to do. I'm trying to do it. I throw a few people's lives in my hands, and I certainly don't want your life in my hand. I'll tell you Christine, without me, life has no meaning. I'm the best friend you'll ever have. Once I have to pay, I'm standing with you, Jarra. I'm standing with those people. They're part of me. I can detach myself. I don't even have to detach myself. No, no, no, no, no. I never detached myself from any of your troubles. I've always taken your troubles right on my shoulders. And I'm not going to change that now. It's too late. I've been running too long. I'm not going to change now. Maybe the next time you'll get to go to Russia, the next time around. If I'm talking about the nows and the destination of judgment, this is the revolutionary suicide council. I'm not talking about self-destruction. I'm talking about what we have no other road. I will take your call. We will put it to the Russians. And I can tell you the answer now because I'm a prophet. Call the Russians and tell them to take us. I said I'm afraid to die. I don't think you are. I don't think you are. But I look at our babies and I think they deserve the lives. I agree. But don't say they deserve what's more than their peace. We all came here for peace. And we have had it? No. I tried to give it to you. I laid down my life practically. I tried to read it every day to give you peace. And you still not have any peace. You look better than I've seen you in a long while. But you still not the kind of peace that I wanted to give you. The practice of the food continues to stay, let your winner win you lose. When one lose to, what? I didn't hear you, ma'am. You have to speak up. That's a sweet thought. We said that. Come on up and speak it again. And they say, I'm up and saying about, I talk about it. He's taking off. No playing is taking off. He's suicide. Many have done it. Stone has done it. Somebody, somebody can they talk and they not talk to Samson. See, the stone does not get by with this insomniac. This is the insomniac. He has done the thing he wanted to do. To have us destroy it. When we destroy our sails, we are defeated. We will have them, the enemy, defeat us. Did you see, did you see I lived a fight no more forever? Yes, I saw that. Did you not have some sense of pride and victory in that man? He would not object himself to the will and the will and the will and the people who tell. They are going to come in whenever they please and push into our house. Come when they please. Take who they want to. Talk to who they want to. Is that living? That's not living to me. That's not freedom. That's not the kind of freedom I saw. But I think where they made their mistake is when they stopped arrest. If they had gone on, they would have made it. But they stopped arrest. This is so much system. This is so much. We made that day. We made a beautiful day. And that's to make it a beautiful day. That's how we win. We win when we go down. Tim Stone has no money else to hate. He has nobody else to hate. Then he'll destroy himself. I'm speaking here not as the administrator speaking as a prophet today. I wouldn't have stepped in this deep and talk so serious I didn't know what I was talking about. There's any way to call back. The immense amount of damage is going to be done. But I cannot separate myself from the pain of my people. You can't either Christian if you stop as I give. I should not separate yourself. We've walked too long together. I know that, but I still think there's an individual. I have a right to do and I'm listening. I think what I feel. And I think we all have a right to our own destiny as individuals. Right. And I think I have a right to choose mine. And everybody else has a right to choose theirs. In hopes. I'm not criticizing. I'm not turning. What's that? It's not my son. It's not my son. You're on it. It's the line that's going to stand. That's what I'm trying to be put there today with their lives. I think I still have a right to my own opinion. I'm not taking it from you. I'm not taking it from you. Christian, you're only standing here because he was here in the first place. So I don't know what you're talking about having an individual life. Your life has been extended to the day that you're standing there because of him. I was back there. She has much right to speak to you. And really I'll sue. Would you say, Louie? Well, you regret that it's very day if you don't die. You'll regret it if you don't know you don't die. You'll regret it. Too many people? I saved them. I saved them. But I made my example. I made my expression. I made my manifestation. And the world was red. Not ready for me. Paul said I was a man born out of this season. I've been born out of this season just like all we are. And the best testimony we can make is to leave this goddamn place. Jesus, Jesus. I'm not talking her. Will you let her or let me talk? You're talking. Will you make us sit down and let me talk while I'm on the floor or let her talk? Robert, you tell your leader what to do. You do it. I've been listening to you. You asked me about Russia. I'm right now making a call to Russia. What more do you suggest? I'm listening to you. If Russia gives me one slight bit of encouragement, I just now instructed them to go there and do that. If you want to be a fucking good, I can't get it. Go to the court. Get it. Get it. Go to the court. Go to the court. Get it. All right, now everybody hold it. We didn't come hold it. Hold it. Hold it. Hold it. I'm stronger and maintained. To lay down your burden. So I'm going to lay down my burden. Down by the river size. Do we lay them down here and just bite of a guy on them? What's the difference? No man didn't take our lives right now. He hadn't taken it. But when they start to post shooting out the air, they'll shoot some of our innocent babies. I'm not going to be testing this, Kristy. They've got to shoot me to get through to some of these people. I'm not letting her take you jarg. Can you let them take you jarg? What's that? You mean you want to see jarg? A little one just keeps... I want to see... I want to see... I don't know. Pe-pe-pe-pe... Pe-pe-pe-pe... Are you kidding me? You think he's taking smaller than the other children? John, that's what you're saying. You were too acting. Do you think I'd put John's life above others? If I put John's life above others, I wouldn't be standing with the jarg. I'd been John out and out and he could go out on the driveway tonight. Because he's young. I know, but he's no different to me than any of these children here. He's just one of my children. I don't prefer one above another. I don't prefer him above you, Jarra. I can't do that. I can't separate myself from your actions or his actions. If you don't stop the wrong, I stand with you. They want to come and get you. They have to take me. They're all ready to go. If you tell us we have to give our lives now, we're ready. I'm pretty sure all of us is brothers with me. A month's time to keep this thing from happening. But I know this, the will is the will of Darwin being. That this happened to us. That we lay down our lives in protest against what's been done. That we lay down our lives to protest in what's being done. The criminality of people, the cruelty of people, who walked out of here today? Did you know that's the walk down? Mostly white people. Most white people walked. I'm so grateful for the ones that didn't, those who knew who they are. There's no point to this. We are born before our time. They won't accept us. And I don't think we should sit here and take any more time for our children to be endangered. Because they come after our children and we give them our children, then our children will suffer forever. I have no quarrel with you coming up. I like you. I personally like you very much. People get hostile when you try to go out. Oh well, some people do. But you don't just some people do. But it's that way. I'm not hostile. You had to be honest. Did you say that if you'd run, you'd run with them, because anybody could run today. They would want to do. I know you're not a runner. And your life is precious to me. It's precious to John. And what I do is wait and just to send your children. I have waited against all evidence. That's all I'm telling you. Come now, folks. What comes now? If anybody pulls, they'll say it's safe. Stay with us. Stay with us. Stay with us. Stay with us. Stay with us. Don't let this. Take dryer on down to the middle of the east house. Say goodbye to me. Say goodbye to me. Oh, no, no. God come respect for our lives. Let me sit down. Sit down. Sit down, you know. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. I tried so very, very hard. I'm trying. over here just to get what could happen all say is who is it? It's right there. Get Dwyer out of here before something happens to him. Dwyer? I'm not talking about you, Jarrah. I said Dwyer. You know what I'm going to take you Jarrah? I'm not letting him take you Jarrah. Get in focus, be easy. It's easy. Yes, my love. At one time I felt just like Christine's back. But after today I don't feel anything because the biggest majority of people left here were white. And I know it really hurt my heart. I'm not going to let you go. I'm not going to let you go. I'm not going to let you go. I'm not going to let you go. And I know it really hurt my heart because it hurt my heart to think that all of these years the white people have been with us and they're not a part of us. So we might fall in and out because I don't see. Talking to the Congress and it's been murdered. What's that? What's that? It's all over, all over. What a legacy. What a legacy. My thread brigades, the only one that ever made any sense anyway. They invaded our privacy. They came into our home name. Followed a 6,000 miles away. Repugate showed them justice. The congressman's dead. Please get us some medication. It's simple. There's no convulsions with it. It's just simple. Please get it. Before it's too late to GDF will be here. I tell you get moving. Get moving. Get moving. Don't be afraid to die. If you have 50 people land out here they'll torture some of our children here. They'll torture our people. They'll torture our seniors. We cannot have this. I'm going to separate yourself from whoever stopped the Congress. I don't know who shot him. The speaker peed and those had a right to go and they had a right to how many are dead. Oh God almighty God. Patti Parks is dead. You and the others do endure long enough in a safe place to write about the goodness of Dundal. I don't know how in the world ever write about us. It's too late. It's too late. The Congress was dead. The Congress was dead. The Congress was dead. Many of our traders are dead. They're all laying out their dead. I didn't let my people dead. My people dead. They're my people. Right. And they've been provoked too much. They've been provoked too much. What's happened here has been two minutes. It's been an act of provocation. Yes. If there's any way it's possible to have them to give Ted something to take him. I'm satisfied. Okay. Okay. I said if it's any way you can do to get him to give Ted something so he won't have to let him go too. Okay. And I'm satisfied. That's fine. Ted, yes. Yes. I was not saying I never wanted to do that. I appreciate you for everything. You are the only. You are the only. You are the only. I appreciate you. Perfect. I appreciate you. It's please can we hate them? Can we hate them with that medication? You don't know what you've done. Hi, guys. It's moving. Please move. Yeah. What's with them? Take the idea. I'm going to take you to the hospital. I'm going to take you to the hospital. I think they thought that when they ran in the bush and dropped the miskeying yams, I remember in my life. Let them be more. You have to move. You have to move. You have to move. You have to move. You have to move. You have to move. The people standing there in the aisle go and stay in the radio room yard. Everybody get behind the table and back this way. There's nothing to worry about. Everybody keep calm and try and keep your children calm. The older children will help them and reassure them. I'm crying from pain. It's just a little bitter tasting. They're not crying out of any pain. Annie McGiang, can I please see you back? I used to do before I came here. Let me tell you about it. It might make a lot of you feel more comfortable. Please sit down and be quiet. One of the things I used to do was to be a therapist. The kind of therapy that I did had to do with reincarnation and past life situations. Every time anybody had the experience of going into a past life, I was fortunate enough through father to be able to let them experience it all the way through their death. Everybody was so happy when they made that step to the other side. When you step into the door, you can do but step that way. It's the only way to step. The choice is not ours now. It's out of our hands. If you have a body that's been crippled, you have the kind of body that you want. It feels good. It feels so good, fam. I tell you, you've never felt so good is how that feels. I do hope that those attorneys will stay where they belong and don't come up here. What is it? What is it? Give me a hug. It's hard. It's hard only first. It's the only first is it hard. It's hard only first. Living, you're looking at death. It's only looking at living is much, much more difficult. Raising up every morning and not knowing what's going to be the nice bringing is much more difficult. It's much more difficult. I just want to say something to everyone that I see that is standing around and crying. There's nothing to cry about. There's nothing we could all rejoice about. We should be happy about this. We should cry when you come and listen to this word. When we're living and we're living in a painful, I think we should be happy about this. I was just thinking about Jim Jones. He's got a tough stuff and stuff and stuff. He's got the odd stuff on. And he's got a tough thing. He's got his stuff here. I want to tell you one last thing. Let me tell you one last thing. The cutest thing is that he's gone. There's many more here. He's gone. We hit that stuff. That's not all. That's not all yet. That's just a few that has got a tendency to get to the one that has a terrible story to rely on the stool. I'm looking at so many people crying. I wish you were not crying. I just finished all of them. Just imagine. I'm happy to hear about. I feel you are really a nice lot. And I never felt better in my life. Nice time to go, but I can't come to Jowntown. I'm trying to just like, I have a beautiful life. And I don't think I'm supposed to be crying about. We still feel happy, but at least I am. That's how you feel. Wouldn't be alive today. I just like the thing there. I see was the only one that stood up for me when I needed him. And thank you, Dad. I'm glad you're my brothers and sisters. I'm glad to be here. Okay. Please, for God's sake, let's get on with it. We've lived. There's no other people who lived and loved. We've had as much of this world as you're going to get. Let's just be done with it. Let's be done with the agony of it. It's far, far harder to have to watch you every day. Die slowly and from the time you're a child of the time you get great, you're dying. They're honest and I'm sure that they'll pay for it. They'll pay for it. They'll pay for it. The revolutionaries suicide. This is not a self-destructive suicide. The they'll pay for this. They brought it upon us. And they'll pay for that. I leave that destiny to them. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I want to go with their child. There's a right to go with their child. I think it's humane. I want to go. I want to see you go, though. They can take me and do with me whatever they want to do. I want to see you go. I don't want to see you go through this hell no more. No more, no more, no more. When we're trying, if everybody will relax. The other thing you do to relax and you have no problem. You'll have no problem with this thing. If you just relax. The children here are a great deal because of Jim Jones. And the regular children are laying there now. I rather see them laid like that. Didn't see them have to die like the Jews did, which was pitiful anyhow. And I just like to thank Dad for giving us life and also death. And I appreciate the fact that we're our children are going. Because like Dad said, when they come in, what they're going to do to our children, they're going to massacre our children. And also the ones that they take, capture, they're going to just let them grow up and be dummies like they want them to be. A source is like running only Jim Jones. So I like to thank Dad for the opportunity for letting Joe's town be. Not what it could be, but what Joe's town is. Thank you Dad. It's not to be feared. It's not to be feared. It's a friend. It's a friend. You're sitting there. Show your love for one another. Let's get gone. Let's get gone. We had nothing we could do. We can't separate ourselves from our own people. At 20 years, layin' in Tamil rotten nursing home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. They can't see home. I'm gonna do it. I refuse. I don't know who fired the shot. I don't know who killed the congressman. But as far as I'm concerned, I killed him. You understand what I'm saying? I killed him. He had no business coming. I told him not to come. I was the respect I was a degree of dignity. Lay down your life with dignity. Don't lay down the tears and agony. There's nothing to death. It's like Mac that it's just stepping over in another plane. Don't be this way. Stop its hysterics. It is not the way for people who are socialist to communists to die. No way for us to die. We must die with some dignity. We will have no choice. Now we have some choice. You think they're gonna tell us to be done and allow us to get by with it? It must be insane. It's just something to put to the rest. Oh God. Mother, mother, mother, mother, mother, please. Mother, please, please, please. Don't do this. Don't do this. Get down your life with your child. But don't do this. Free at last. Keep your emotions down. Don't hurt it. If you'll be quiet, if you'll be quiet. It's never been done before you say. It's been done by every tribe in history. Every tribe facing annihilation. All the Indians of the Amazon are doing it right now. They refuse to bring any babies in the world. They kill every child that comes into the world. Because they don't want to live in this kind of a world. They'll be patient. Be patient. Death is... I tell you, I don't care how many dreams you hear. I don't care how many angrily cries. Death is a million times preferable to ten more days of its life. If you knew what was ahead of you, if you knew what was ahead of you, you'd be glad to be stepping over tonight. Death is common to people. In the earth, the mules, they take death from their tribe. Let's be dignified. If you're quick, tell them they're dying. If you adults, who've stopped over this nonsense, adults. adults. adults. I call on you to stop this nonsense. I call on you to quit exciting your children when all they're doing is going to cry at rest. I call on you to stop this now. If you have any respect at all, are we black, proud and socialist? No, we... not soft as non-spec. Don't care that's done anymore. You're exciting your children. All over and it's good. No, no, no, sorrow that it's all over. I'm glad it's over. Hurry, hurry my children. Hurry. All right, they just stop following the hands of the enemy. Hurry, my children. Hurry, the seniors out here that I've concerned about. Hurry. I don't believe my seniors to this mess. Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly. This is just... good knowing you. No more pain now. No more pain, I said now. No more pain. Jim Cobb is laying on the airfield there. That's his moment. Remember all of the moments that she... she can't even kill me if her son's with the supper. These people are pebbles of hate. All we're doing is laying down our lives. When I let them take our lives, we're laying down our lives. Just thinking their lives. We just want peace. All I'd like to say is that my... my so-called parents just feel so much hate. Hey, in church, I think you... you people out here should think about how your relatives was and be glad about that the churches are being laid to rest. And all I'd like to say is I thank Dad for making me strong to stand with us all and make me ready for it. Okay. I'll do the same. All the two are taking a drink. They take it to go to sleep. That's what death is. Sleep. Whatever, I'm tired of it all. The loving thing he could have ever done, the most loving thing all of us that have done. And it's been a pleasure to walk with all of you in this revolucinous struggle. No other way I would rather go on and give my life for socialism, communism. I think they're very, very much. But Dad's love and mercy and goodness and kindness and bring us to this land of freedom. His love, his mother was the advent, the advent of God, his socialism. And his love, his first spiritual go on to go on to the films. Where did that, the vat, the vat, where is the vat with the green scenes? The love of the spiritual go on to the films. Thank you, Dad. The vat with the green scene, please. Bring it here so that the doubts can begin. Take you, don't, don't. Fail to follow my advice, you'll be sorry. You'll be sorry. But we do it, and that they do it. I trust you, you have to step across. We used to think this world is world is not our home, and it sure isn't. We were saying it sure wasn't. We didn't want to tell them, if they will tell them, it sure these children, can some people, it sure these children of the relaxation of stepping over to the next plane. So instead of the example for others, we've set 1,000 people so we don't like the way the world is. You stop. Take our life from us. We'll lay it down. We got tired. We didn't give it to a side. We couldn't enact the revolutionary suicide protesting the conditions of an inhumane world. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it. We're going to have to do it.