Vaccine Horror Story

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Hey all, this video is going to be a little bit different than what I normally do. This is my story and I want to share it with the world. So I guess I will go ahead and get started. If you see me look down, I'm looking down at my computer so I don't forget anything because it is a long story. And I guess I'll go ahead and get started. My name is Ashley A. Der. I am 19 years old and five years ago I suffered the effects of what I thought would be just a great thing. And it turned out that it would be my biggest nightmare. And what I'm talking about is the Gardasil vaccine. Before I received the Gardasil vaccine, I was so healthy. When I was younger, I went to gymnastics almost every day and practiced for three or four hours. Did my homework, went to school the next day, had meets every weekend. I was very energetic. I mean there was nothing that was weird with me. I was always healthy. I was always in gymnastics. And after that I went to cheerleading which was the same hours. And I got the vaccine when I was going into my ninth grade so I was 14 years old. The only thing I suffered from before I got the vaccine was my grades and I would get seasonal bronchitis. Well, I got my first vaccine in June of 2008. No, I got my first vaccine in April 2008, sorry. And it didn't hurt more than a normal injection. And afterwards I just had a little soreness, a little red, nothing big. I was being with being in gymnastics and cheerleading. I am a very tough person when it comes to pain. I don't, I usually don't tell anybody that I'm hurting unless it is, you know, critical. So injection didn't bother me at whatever. And after I started having extreme fatigue and I couldn't stick my tongue out, my throat would hurt so bad that I couldn't stick my tongue out and I was swimming so much so I thought that I was allergic to chlorine. Well, that wasn't the case, but we didn't think of anything of it then. So the nightmare began after I got my second injection which was in June of 2008. It hurt more than the first one and I almost cried with that one which is just like I said, it's not like me to do that. And after I got in the car, I was just a little lightheaded, you know, didn't think of it, nothing of it, whatever. Well, the, let's see, the very next night, I told my mom I was very sick. I didn't feel good. I was nauseated. My hips and pelvic and legs were killing me. I was in tears. So, you know, my mom took me to the emergency room and they were like, oh, you just got the stomach virus, you know, go home, but I wasn't throwing up, know, whatever. She told me I had the stomach virus. So the next day I got up. I felt a little bit better, but not much. And I walked outside, I slept till three. I walked outside and that was where my mom came home from work and I looked at my arms and I had the scariest rash all I was covered in it. And the rash I had was patequia, which looks like I took little purple marker, a tiny purple marker, five point and just put dots all over my body. Well, I went to the emergency room or I went to my pediatrician and they did some blood work. I went home and my mom probably got the scariest call she's ever gotten. And the emergency room doctor said, if this was my child, I would get her back to the emergency room immediately. She is, her blood work is critical. And when I mean critical, she is critical. Well, my red blood cells, my white blood cells had all bottomed out. And the particular rash was caused because of that. And they said, if I were to get a common cold, I wouldn't be able to fight it off because I had no immune system and I would die. And if I didn't, if I did a handstand, my gums would bleed to death and I would die. So my mom didn't tell me that when that was going on because she didn't want to scare me, but they just gave me some antibiotics and I went home. Well, me and my mom knew in our heart that it was garthill. Over the next six weeks, I went through so many different rashes. I had extreme fatigue. I had joy pains, leg pains, shoulder pains. I was dizzy. I had low blood pressure. I literally slept probably 20 hours of the day and I was an ill child. And over the six weeks, I've seen a lot of doctors, every doctor would say something different. And I finally saw an infectious disease specialist and he told me not to get the third shot or I would not be here. And then I started getting a little bit better and I thought it was over. Well, was I wrong? So from then till now, there was things here and there that were not right and should have popped up in my mind as, oh, this could be something, you know. And so the first thing was I was at the age of 15 and I still had not started in my menstrual cycle. And I went to the OBGI in and they had to put me on the pill to start my period. And I, you know, and throughout this whole process after that, I never gained my inner due back. I would be at a football game and whereas other people would go out afterwards, I would go home and go to bed because I just, by the end of the week, I was so exhausted and I couldn't do what the other kids did. And I see my senior year is when it all kind of started popping up again. I got a hemandiuma on my lip which was huge and my lip, it was on the inside of my lip and it turned black all right here on my chin. And it, my lips stuck out like that far and it was so embarrassing and I didn't know it was wrong with me. And usually babies get hemandiumas, adults and you know, adults don't get them and you know, that was weird. And after that happened, I started getting really, really sick and I missed weeks of school at a time. That the second half of my senior year I was hardly ever at school and most of my teachers understood and I finished my senior year with A's and B's which is great. And throughout the five years that I got the shot, I always slept, I had never had energy and I kept having what I thought was growing pains and I would get them in my legs and my pelvic and my knees so they would get to the point sometimes where they'd be so bad that I would just have to put ice all over my legs and it was, I would be in tears. It was just so painful. Well, after my senior year it was, I went to a doctor and they just couldn't really figure out what was wrong and they gave me a knee brace and sent me all my way and I never felt good and my doctor ran some blood work on me and we found out that I was that I had hypothyroidism and I'm now on medication to help with my thyroid. From June 2012 until now I have had severe back pelvic pelvic hip down the back of my leg, my shin, my knee, all of that is in severe pain and I know you're probably thinking, oh look at you, you don't even look like you're in pain which is what a lot of people don't understand. If you see me without my makeup you would not even think I was the same person. My face is blood red because I've been so much pain. I'm in tears just about every single day and a lot of people just don't understand and to film this video is taking everything I have in me and to get ready to take a shower to do my makeup, to do my hair takes everything in me and by the time I do that I'm ready to do it a bit because I'm so exhausted and I only go out once a week and that is on Saturday and I probably go out for two or three hours and that Sunday I am so exhausted I want to sleep all day and I will sleep all day. It's not the greatest experience and this is why I'm telling people this because I don't want someone to go through what I have to go through every single day but back onto what's going on. My legs they will turn a dark purple where they almost look black and that goes all the way down to my feet and my feet are the darkest and that does that every occasion and when it does that my legs get really really tingly and I also got a MRI and I found out that I don't know if I have a left ovary and I have a mass on my uterus and I'm only 19. I went to the OBGY and they said that they couldn't find the mass nor could they find my left ovary so as of right now I don't know if I have a mass on my uterus nor do I know if I have a left ovary which is really frustrating and this is the kind of stuff that I've been dealing with. I mean I just can't even tell y'all how bad my pain is. I live on medicine every single day and it's just a struggle and I just it's it's terrible. I've had eight epidural steroid injections. For of them which I was put to sleep and I had four which two of them they didn't use the lidocaine before they put the epidural needle in my back and the other two I was awake. So four of them was awake for them I wasn't the four of them that I was put to sleep was after the ones that I got that I was awake and the doctor said I can't believe they did that to you we're going to put you to sleep. I was also just diagnosed with fibromyalgia which they are pretty sure I have they're not wrote I mean it's not 100% sure that I have it. It's still being researched on me. My Epstein bar the IGG the normal levels are like six or 18 in below or 16 below. Mine was 544 which they say that is what cause is what causing is my fibromyalgia but like I said I'm still being researched. I have discovered that you know there's a very select few doctors out there that truly just care about their patients and want to work with their patients but there are some that are rude just bottom line rude and I had one doctor that told me it was all in my head and the one doctor I went to after that was just stunned that that doctor would even say that and it's just been this whole situation has been a struggle it's a struggle to live every day it's a struggle to deal with these doctors it's a financial struggle it's everything is a mess and it's a huge mess because of something I thought that was going to help me. Gardasil needs to be taken off the market there are girls that are just I think there's like 139 deaths because of it there's girls it's not even proven to prevent cervical cancer and there's girls out there just like me that are worse off than me and I don't want anybody in this world to be an end up like I am because of this vaccine this vaccine is basically playing Russian relat with your child or yourself would you allow your child to have one bullet one bullet in his gun and that one bullet could blow your head off why would you want to take that chance and that's exactly the way I look at Gardasil there's so many girls like me it is unbelievable how many girls have side effects from this vaccine I know most of the girls have seizures which I thank God I don't have seizures and I pray every single day and night for these girls and I pray for myself and I pray that Gardasil and gets taken off the market and their maker mark and I just want to make I want to create something good out of something out of a bad situation so if if you want Gardasil off the market like this video and I know this is a very controversial topic but I'm stating my opinion and what I have been through and what I know other girls are going through because of this vaccine and I just know the effects of this vaccine so don't let your child go through what I'm going through and what so many other girls are going through and I know this is a long video but I just wanted to get my story out there and if you want to read my article I will put the link in the downbar and a lot of the same article that my story is on you can find other girls stories or you could look up my name Ashley A.Dare Gardasil and you'll find pages of my story so like I said I'll put my link in the downbar and don't forget to subscribe and if you have any questions at all please feel free to message me and I will be sure to answer and I'll see you guys soon bye